snccharlotte's Diaryland Diary

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Rest In Peace Mamas

My hamster died. My little Killer. She was still so young. We think she died of a heart attack the night Becky and Roland got into a fight and were slamming doors. Her cage is next to the wall where the front door is, and she probably was scared to death. Literally.

My poor mamas. I cried so hard last night....not just because she died, but because it just felt like it wasn't fair to her. The way she died, and the reason was for nothing. I started getting so angry, I was blacking out in Jim's room. Of course Jim and I had to lose something near and dear to us over this. Killer was such a cool little hamster too. She was soo pretty. A tan little color with a white belly. She had such a personality too. She would come up to the cage and box with your fingers, and she would actually cuddle you. I know people are probably laughing right now reading this, but my heart feels like it's breaking into a million pieces. I loved her. She was the first pet Jim and I ever got together, and we adored her. I hate this. It's not fair......things never get better.

Jim's moving out of that house today. He's moving into an apartment with Joey, so I gotta get going so I can help him move.

-Amber

7:51 a.m. - 2004-09-21

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